Wednesday, December 19, 2012

Shame shame shame I know your name

So many things i could write about today...so many things I could muse or complain about. ... I am sitting here trying to figure out what to say and if I even want to use my energy up on the thought process of it all. I will admit that I am bothered by some peoples' audacity... I mean we are supposed to be in a more giving mood this time of year right? Aren't we supposed to more kind to one another? I mean more so now this time of the year than any other? Am i being completely ridiculous in my assumption of this? UGH! so now instead of writing at length on any one subject I am reduced to babbling about nothing really...sheesh. great job planetgurl.. great job..... Alright I am now going to try and get to a point.... *good idea* I have a low tolerance for fake people. that being said I also have NO ABILITY to be fake. If i can't handle being around you, i don't fake it, i just remove myself from the situation of your presence. Also if you ask me a question, i cant fake it, i cant lie to you, i will give you my honest opinion...so note to you, if you don't want an honest answer, don' t ask me. I wont offer it up unless I am asked, but once asked, i wont sugar coat it. I am not a bakery, I can't sugarcoat. I am too old to be fake. My time is too precious to waste.... also, a word to the wise, i am usually onto those type of people who are the fake ones, I can see RIGHT through your ridiculousness. I know what your ulterior motives are, you're not fooling me at all! While most people might buy into what you're selling, I am not buying it... so please don't treat me like a fool. I have allowed you to get away with it, until NOW. But my awareness of you is soooooo clear. CRYSTAL clear actually..... That being said, and maybe even long winded, I am done tolerating it. I have reached maximum capacity for bullcrap. I helped you, I brought you in and mentored you. I picked up your slack, without telling anyone I was helping out. I edified you, all of the time. Then you leave while flapping your mouth about how i was unfair to you and did nothing for you? SHAME ON YOU. Even while I heard these things I never spoke ill of you, i didn't say wonderful things, i just didn't say anything at all. You however, being immature and spiteful, just couldn't help yourself.... Then, as if that wasn't enough..you come into my "home" while I am away, and even make it a point to say that you're there BECAUSE i am not, to make yourself feel validated?! Shame on you~ SHAME SHAME SHAME on you! I am so over your childish actions. Honey, lets get ONE THING VERY STRAIGHT, you lack the years and experiences to try and get one over on me...you should just stop trying. I have loyalty and TRUTH on my side, what have you got? You may have a few friends that buy into your bullcrap, but it's been my experience that people who are shallow, disloyal and fake, usually attract the same kind of people...... I kind of feel sorry for you.... that's all for now, until next time....